This is where I am..

If I could put life in emoji form it would be this one 🤯

So much is going on, life is life, ministry is ministry, work is work, and this is where I am at this point 🤯.

You know I have quiet time, I pray, I Fast, I do everything I’m suppose to do I’m obedient I’m uncomfortable, I know I’m called to this, I know I’m made for this, I know God isn’t going to leave me, I know this isn’t easy but I am tired! Can we just be honest for a minute and just take a moment to not be okay. When does the pressure let up? When does the light shine brighter on the other side? When does the moment come and you can finally breath for a minute? I’m just gonna take my “I’m good I can’t complain” hat off for a second and say I have great days and I have terrible days and we’ll today is one of those days. I don’t like to show when I’m not in a good space, because I always feel like I’m not suppose to be in a bad space, like I’m suppose to be this beautifully and wonderfully made woman everyday trying to help other women heal from hurt, and their past but I’m really not fully healed myself. I’m still scared, I still feel lonely sometimes, I still want to know I’m doing it all right when I feel like I’m doing it all blind folded, I still need to know that I’m putting a smile on Gods face when I’m suffering from lust and temptation but I’m trying to speak and teach others, or even when tears are rolling down my face as I write this. I’m saying this to say it’s okay to no be okay, the lord placed this on my heart, he knew exactly how I was feeling, what I’ve been hiding, and what I needed to let out, I pray you are encouraged to tell your truth and know that we aren’t perfect and it’s all going to be alright, God has us💕