WasssUp 2020

Okayyyyyy, but Hey Sis Heyyyy, its been a while since I’ve wrote a blog post, honestly because the podcast has come out and we 7 episodes deep, *crying emoji* low-key still can’t believe its out like its out out lol, go listen on iTunes and Spotify. Anywho 2019 is coming to a close..Chileee its been a yearrrrrr, a year of mostly leveling up, and good things surprisingly, I knew this would be a good year for me i

n many ways I just didn’t know how it would look. What has this year been like for you?

In this post I just really wanna talk about ending this year right, my headspace and moving into 2020.. I want to look at a 3 areas of my life and encourage you to do the same, I know this is something that you’d typically do to start off the new year but I wanna look at these places specifically for a growth aspect and how we can go harder in 2020 for these areas.. so lets talk about it the first one:

Spiritually- Im starting out with this one because its the most important to me, because I still can’t even begin to think where/who i’d be without my God, like he’s so real and he’s soooo good nd im just in awe of where God has brought me from and where he is taking me, I couldn’t imagine who i’d be right now without him, like it’s so much I wanna say on this one alone but im going to keep it simple, I don’t have enough words to thank him in me to thank him for his love, his peace, his kindness, is grace. Having a relationship with God was something I knew nothing about and was completely new to me the end of 2018, beginning 2019, forever grateful for Making the decision to “let God Lead 2019” and he’s done above and beyond that and the last thing im going to say is when you find God you find you, don’t run away from him, he’s the same always, he has your back no matter what. And thats just that on that!

Financially- so this is another big one for me, Chile when I say no longer living pay check to pay check, fully tithing every week, completely trusting and knowing who my provider is. I feel like God has really placed my finances on my heart heavy lately, to becoming debt free, I made my first payment on student loans and whew Chile I coulda cried, it may not see big to anybody else but that’s big for me, from being actually able to pay on it and being committed to doing it and proudly doing it.. TEARSSSS CHILE!!!!! Anyway so yeah I was in a finale small group at my church and I wanted to start handling my finances better, but I was only working part time and knew I wouldn’t be able to start looking at my finaces, but I was blessed to get a full-time job over the summer and now we are here, I was going to start in January and I literally had to sit and think why wait until January? So I went ahead and started, I created my budget for December and January, im excited about this journey!

Physically- 66 Pound ZOWN whattttttttt? Keto has treated be good, my goal weight for 2018 was 250, im currently 255.8….. MORE TEARS! I started this journey at 322 pounds. Y’all just don’t know how many diets I’ve been on, that FAILED! they failed because I was trying to loose weight to be seen and loved by men, to be in a relationship, etc, etc but whats so different about this go round 1 I found God, I no longer wanted to change my body to be seen by someone else but because God has shown me who I am, God showed me that he loved me exactly the way I was. He also showed me that he created me beautifully & wonderfully made and no one can change that, because im created In his image lol come on songgg. I am who I am because he made me exactly this way, decided to change me to be a better version of myself, to be a more healthier me, it has taught me to be committed to something and how to be disciplined. Im not going to go too deep in this section read my blog post on Godfidance.

This has been such a great year, ready for 2020, ready to slay every single day! Ready to see how God elevates this thang.✨

I wanted to end this year with more affirmation like the one that I shared with y’all earlier in the year, this one is a level up from the last one, this one is about OWNING THIS DECADE, this one is about checking yourself daily, Saying “I got this no matter what” saying “I was made for this” “ Nothing is going to stop me” this one is about knowing who and who’s you are, knowing that you are that woman and your not going down without a fight.

If you came to vision boards and brunch i introduced this to everyone, we did a affirmation circle and recited this back to ourselves in a video, so you won’t just be reading a graphic but you are looking at yourself in 2019 already ready for the battles in 2020.

I encourage you sisters to make that video and go hard on those affirmations, say it like you mean and get ready to Wake, Pray, and Slay 2020✨

WassUp2020.